i love you i do i do.

I am way to attatched to everyone and everything.

For all the crap I give everyone in my school for being vapid, self-centered, shallow, and ignorant: I am really going to miss high school. People in it are ridiculous and hard to handle, but people are like that every day in life. I am just getting really nostalgic. Today was my last day and so I had those moments when I realized I would never see the majority of these people again — and if I did, it is never going to be the same. In a few cases, that will be for the best, but I think in most cases, I will miss what I have. I will miss catching up with the people in my class who just come back from lunch, I will miss the ‘annoying’ kids. I will miss everything because the past twelve years of my education has been there to support me and everyone around me has been working towards the same goals in the same bubble I am. I am officially an adult at 18, but I am just now beginning to realize the implications that has. I am no longer going to live with my parents in their house, no longer going to see the same 1,000 + people everyday, and no longer going to be in a public education system that refuses to “leave a child behind”. I am about to be in the real world, and I guess I want to tip my figurative hat off to our public education system. You have served me well. I know I need to move on and change is inevitable. That still doesn’t keep me from realizing how hard the adjustment is going to be. This is going to be my emotional roller coster- cresting at my aspirations for the future and hurtling through the changing and ended relationships.